apatheticfailure

This bloodlust is killing me Crimson red is all I see My heart quickens, as does yours One cut and I watch it all pour My eyes grow wide as I watch yours fade Draining the life right out of your veins Executed with such a thrill Ready to stalk my next kill Can't believe it was so easy The angel of death pulls you off of your feet My bloodlust is killing you

I met her a few years before Before I knew my life could be so much more Chemistry was instant, but confusion filled my lungs I should have went with her; I was so dumb Saw her again, it was everything but random When I went with her, I knew I was done Happiness has avoided me so many fucking times She's with me, don't adjust your eyes I hold her close and speak into her eyes I say the words, "I can't believe you're mine." I'm holding on and never letting go Our love is real, this I know In bed at three and up by five Nine hour day on two hours of shut eye Everyone says that it isn't right I just smile and tell them who I was w

We all fall down. I'm falling fast. But I fall harder than all the rest. I'm at the bottom and staying there. Why is my life just a living hell? SELF DESTRUCT YOU AND ME ANIHILATE SOCIETY I can't rise above I just remain. There is no light, only darker days. Armageddon is coming for me. Apocalypse so violently. SELF DESTRUCT NO CONTROL KILLING TIME RISING DEATH TOLL There's no satisfaction. With every single action. Feeling so worn and tattered. My life has been shattered. FUCK IT ALL LOST IT ALL BROKEN BODY BROKEN SOUL

Music is my passion, life is my pain Constant sorrow injected in my veins Looking and hoping with false hopes for dreams Everything good falls apart at the seams How do you cope with being so alone? Desperately hoping and staring at the phone I'd give anything just to be accepted Instead I sit inside, rejected Staring blankly at the wall Hoping that someone will call Once again I'm stranded again Feeling like I am my only friend Am I all alone in this universe? Forced to suffer from this curse Please stab me in the front so I can see it coming I'll stand and take it, when others start running No one has ever had my back What

Sitting here with the bottle in my hand Pretty soon I won't be able to stand Where did it all go wrong? Things have been fucked for way too long Sobriety slipping with the minute What is a future if you're not in it? Too much happens as I sit idely by Time slips by, creating the urge to die This is when my heart meets the floor In so many pieces as you walk out my door Everyone has heard it for too long Johnny complaining in another broken hearted love song They say all wounds heal in time But that broken heart on the floor is mine It seems like nothing could ever get you back What qualities do I seem to lack? Once again my he